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sorry for not updating my blog this few days, busy at the funeral.
renee, sorry for not attending trainings this week.

IM REALLY HEARTACHES ><
when ever i think of her, i'll cry. seriously.
you'll see nothing but tears rolling down my cheek. i couldnt stop it. cried on dad's shoulder while mum cried on mine. its very sudden and unexepected.
i cant believe it. After all its a fact, and 'll have to accept it unwillingly. she's was still having dinner with me on wednesday after one of my training days.
i miss her smile, her laughter, her scolding, when i did someting wrong. now, there's nobody to correct me. her naggings, her smell, her way of teaching me things, her advise, her face, her funny way of talking, her voice, her on and off the lights when im always sleeping soundly in my room, now there's nobody gonna do that,her massaging when ever im busy doing things, her cup of water when ever i felt tired, her cup of milo every night, her things, she would always buy for me when ever she went shopping,she's always the first person to give me birthday presetns, her wishings, her salonpas (medicated plaster) that she would give it to me whenever i had muscle aches after every tuesday's physical trainings, her everything. I miss her ALOT,ALOT.
i want her to come back, although i know its impossible.
i dont like this. But she'll always be in my heart. Always

U16 tournament coming up.
b'girls jiayou.

TODAY

AHHS. slept almost every lesson, cause it's like free period.
mdm teng showed us our results slip. class/level position 14/42
kinda lousy. failed combined humanitites. RAHHHS. mummy going to nagg at me ><
went home-ED to change. But then, it rains heavily. heavier and heavier. stucked at one of the hdb flats near our school there. then decided to run and play through the rain. muahaha :X sijing's 'great' idea. never mind laas. anw its exams overr. and everybody's happy. and it's almost the last day of school. holidays are coming alrd. soo ran through the heavy rain. its fun laa. everybody's wet. wanting to go home as soon as possible. im cathing a cold. i cant take it. having headaches in the afternoon. almost dying. ><

Still, went for training. it's outdoor. full of vballers. all four divisions were there in the sun having training. heard that basketball interhouse cancelled. due to the rain. not fair! wanting to join one. saw a rainbow during trainings! its so nice can. LOVE IT! =D
And, i wore my jersey during wednesday's trainings. i look funny okay. also, pin-ed up my fringe during every training. and was taken team photos. i look ugly! pimples shown ><

PHOTOS (;

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RAHHHS.
most of the subjects results taken alrd. still left with combined humanities. >< not really well. jeremy so pro laa. almost all A1s. trainings today rocks laa. taken my most wanting jersey. =D competitions coming soon. and we bgirls got to win mans. we can do it one. aiming for northzone at least 4th. muahahaa. :X im lazy and tired to update the rest. maybe some other time.

no. of days getting smaller, i shall not be upset over it [:

x))

SHOPPPPPING!

today so called shopping with renee, dirtyfreak. laughed alot. craped alot. and queued alot.
no photos, cause forgotten always busy shopping.
shall update til here. will be watching my 9 o'clock show.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOY (:

Don't think so much! [: shall be happy!

HAPPY :DD

im soo damm happy today laas! just came back from school. geography paper was okay laa. i memorised those all never come out. >< dont say about exams alrd. anw its overrr. ;DD
went homed. was so tired so slept while.met dabian first,then went amkhub to meet hdb taitai's. waited and waited. finally they came after half hours. weiqi didnt come caouse her parents somehow dont allow her to. >< THEEEENN, sijing and val took out something which was behind their back. which was my belated present! im so in love with them man! sang a happy birthday song when the whole amk hub people was looking. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TANIA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU" with the tune of happy birthday song. i'm seriously falling in love with you guys. ;DD took mrt. then took bus 400. played daytona at the arcade nearby i was like keep winning and continously taking first place. went bowling next. sharon won the first set. and i won the second set. we rock laa. played for almost 2 hours. had loads of fun together. laughed, played, screamed together.
each person have to pay almost $3.60. took bus back to marina square wanting to have our dinner. everybody was so hungry laas. linghui suddenly sayshe stomachache soo sharon accompany to the toilet. at first i thought linghui really stomach ache. so we went to pizza hut to order our food first. THHEEEN, again, sharon took out a chocolate birthday cake! WHEEE. sang another birthday song. and and everybody was looking and looking. the whole world know its my beltaed birthday today. thanks sharon and dabian! made me so gan dong laas. almost wanting to hug you guys alrd laas. though i didnt expressed it out. i love you guys many many many many many!!
took loads of photos was we walked around. almost 100 plus photos. its being uploaded below. uploaded some nice one only ;DD
decide to go home alrd. couse it was 9 plus and linghui's dad was rushing her alrd.soo waited for bus 162 which was so long laas. almost half hours. soo played games to entertain ourselves ;DD which was so funny can! took 45 mins bus.
home-ED.

THENN THENN. i saw a letter which was for me?! i opened it and saw valerie's and sijing face! HAHA :X soo funny laas. thanks guys. you guys are so great laa. leaving a memorable birthday celebration behind. that i will always remember and never ever forget ;DD thanks for everything! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

PHOTOS (:
































okays. im tired alrd. going to sleep soon. aiming to wake up tml afternonn 2pm ;DD

x))

WHEEE.

played mahjong last night. with arthur, jeremy, shawn. arthur keep winning laas.
woke up 10 plus. was being woke up by bingxuan laas. keep snatching my pillow.
RAHHS. >< ate last night bbq leftovers for breakfast.then bingxuan and me go and wake the others up. shawn and jeremy was like still sleeping. soo we disturbed them. by pulling their blankets away. kicking their pillows away. made loads of noise. dont care laas. just wake them up with no reason. ;DD
then, parents decide to go sentosa picnic. WHHEESS. going to be like 2 days consecutively having loads of fun ^.^
packed things. and left the house at 2-3 plus. my mummy so funny laas.
she brought those small tiles of mahjong there. with a big big board to set as mahjong table. soo many people was like pass by. then starring at us. they must be wanting to play laa. the whole scene was so funny can! ^.^ laughed.
played played ;DD
played played
played played.
played allll the way laas.
playing with the younger cousins. played till 6-7 plus. bathed packed and went to have dinner together. home-ED


PHOTOS (:











and and the camera is so lousyyyyyyyyyy.

I LOVEEE MY FAMILY